J I N G L E
[cops]
Two plainclothes policemen come to see me at
my office, and I can’t for the life of me think what the most recent derogatory
name for them is. Are they the filth? Are they the pigs? They’re definitely not
“the fuzz”, I’m sure of that. I make a note on my blotter to check and let them
occupy the spare seats on the other side of the desk.
These two were matched up as partners by
someone with a sense of humour, or a knowledge of comic book cops. One’s tall
and thin, the other shorter and fat. One looks smart, the other looks like
muscle that stretches up into the cranium. One smokes, the other tuts.
I don’t need this. I’m far
enough behind as it is. If I don’t sort out the presentation I’m delivering in
a couple of hours, then I’m going to look like a fool in front of a whole bunch
of people who do not suffer fools gladly. I’m going to sink. I don’t need this.
Not now. Not ever.
The tall one’s the talker and
his voice is smooth and silky.
Mellifluous.
A good voice-over voice.
He could sell detergents,
on-trend electronics, and, maybe, chocolate bars. It’s not a voice you’d trust
to sell you car insurance, or anything that takes a long-term commitment. It’s
a voice for quick infatuations. Impulse goods. His voice might steer your hand
from Product A to Product B as it reaches out towards a supermarket shelf, but
it won’t give you anything big to believe in. It’s not a brand you can build a
loyalty to. It’s a voice for a quick seduction. It won’t last past the morning
after.
“Denny Holmes?” That
one-night-stand voice enquires. Thing is: He already knows the answer. He’s
followed directions from the receptionist, and he’s read it off my door plaque.
But he still wants me to confirm it for him. Triple checking his information?
Or just psychologically in need of owning me through naming? Whatever, it’s a clipped and short delivery,
kinda rude, if I’m being honest, turning a name into a question. An “Are you
…?” at the front of it would have worked better with the demographic I firmly
reside within. But then this is a voice for seduction, for infatuations. He’s
gauged the utility of his words and he’s stripped it down to the bare minimum
to sell them to me.
I still write advertising copy,
even though I like to think I’ve transcended it. So I use stripped down
sentences that get to the point without wasting syllables. My cop surely knows
this and makes it his strategy.
He even knows about putting
people on edge.
He didn’t say: “Doctor Denny
Holmes?”
The fatter partner fills his
seat and the air with his unspoken presence. He’s not something that could sell
anything to anyone. He’s menace and suppressed violence. He’s exuding too much
testosterone and he still uses Old Spice. Acne cream would have served him in
his teens, and now the only adverts he’d say he enjoyed were beer commercials
with a funny punch line. He’s everything that I am not. And that includes the
fat bit. My waistline has remained constant since I was twenty. I won’t spread
like this specimen.
“Is there something I can help
you with?” I ask and try hard not to smile. Made sure my response was one that
posed a question whilst carefully avoiding answering his. I’m scribbling on my
blotter as I speak. Looking the guy right in the eye and scribbling while
talking. Little details. I think they’re important.
Sure enough the fatter one is
trying to crane over and see what I’m drawing. His eyes are sluggish and dull.
“Thank you for seeing us.” The
tall one says.
I didn’t agree to it, they
knocked and walked in. He knows that and I know that. Maybe his prehistoric
partner doesn’t know it, but then he can’t even decipher a simple scribble on a
blotter.
“It’s my pleasure,” I say
quietly, “But I’m afraid that I must cut to the chase. I have an important
presentation …”
“You had an
important presentation,” the tall one says, “that is no longer the case.”
Well, there’s a rug pull. Neat
trick. His grin tells me he thinks so too.
“You fixed that?” I ask.
He nods.
“You just bought your way into
my good books,” I tell him, “So what can I do for you?”
The fatter one slaps a photo
onto the desk. He has to go through an overcoat pocket to find the damned thing
and his partner just waits him out on it. He’s waited before, you can tell.
He’ll wait again, that’s a certainty. The photo is creased from its
imprisonment in that pocket, and it shows a man with a pale face and a
ludicrous moustache.
“Do you know this man?” the
taller one asks.
I nod and tell them his name.
“When did you see him last?”
I make a show of thinking about
it. Meanwhile I’m thinking about other things. Like how they cancelled my
meeting and whether “Butter is Better” could ever work as a slogan.
“Yesterday,” I say, for it is
the truth, the whole truth and nothing but.
“Could you tell me what
happened?” He asks.
Of course I can.
Decorating
Unread Books
Paul Paliomedes played with his moustache as a rhetorical device. It was the physical analogue of those “thinks” bubbles you get in comic books. It was the kind of moustache that you only get in comic books. His words belonged in a comic book.
“You’re
not hearing me,” he said, “You have to stop this before it’s too late.”
Stop
it? I wanted to say. With
scorn. I’ve only just started.
I
didn’t think that was the right strategy, though, so I tried another tack. Not
another tact as I’ve heard people say, which is … infuriating.
Unpresidented. That’s another one. Oh, and phenomena as singular. Hate that one
too.
“It’s
always too late,” I told him. “When are you going to shave that damned thing
off?”
Paul
looked pained and shook his head to show me that was the case. I knew already,
it was why I said it. I wanted to tell him that it wasn’t clever — or even
difficult — to grow facial hair. It’s like that line in Jurassic Park about how
just because someone can do something, it doesn’t mean they should. Or
something. I was looking at the dinosaurs, not taking notes.
I
met his gaze and held it. His pale blue eyes had a look of coldness about them.
Still, it was a look, not a fact.
Paul
Paliomedes was a guy whose reputation for hardness came largely from the way
those eyes looked. I’d known him for years and saw through the lie they told.
People who didn’t know him thought that the unblinking gaze they were capable
of offering meant that the man behind them saw through their bullshit. They
believed the whole “windows of the soul” shtick. The same people buy products
they have been coached to buy and think their choice is “informed” not
“emotional”. And they’re wrong on both counts. Probably on all counts about
everything.
Paul’s
office was nowhere near as functionally elegant as mine. It was not minimalist.
It would not have looked on message
in Adweek. It would have looked on
message on Hoarders. Paul believed that clutter gave him depth. Which goes
some way towards demonstrating how deluded Paul could be.
Photos
on his desk suggested what he was fighting for. A beautiful woman; two
beautiful kids. Halfway through an argument Paul’s eyes always flick down to
those photos and the other party in the argument will catch the subtext: fuck with me and you fuck with them, and I
will not tolerate that.
I’m
possibly the only person who knows that Paul bought those photographs and has
no idea who they are of. Just like he’s never read the books on the shelves
behind his desk. Just like those eyes aren’t cold and calculating, they’re just
a bit vacant. Just like his handshake is painful because he’s spent far too
long practicing it on those little hand expander things. Just like when he says
“you have to stop this” what he means is “you have to include me in this”.
My
suit was a shade that is probably a relative of the aubergine. Its lines were
classic and stylish and no-nonsense. My tie was grey. My smile was related to
Paul’s eyes in that it doesn’t mean what it seems to say. Smiles are machines
for lying with. Inside the smile my teeth felt like a shark’s. Inside my suit I
felt like a shark. Great white, not Whale.
“You
want me to cut you in, Paul?” I asked, indelicate to a fault. I wanted to see
his face curdle. I wanted to see his eyes betray their lie. I wanted to insult
him and bring him in at the same time. I wanted to stop him making a jerk of
himself. I really wanted him to shave his moustache off. I wanted to think of
the perfect way to sell a product. I wanted the world to end in fire. I wanted
Southampton to beat Arsenal at The Emirates Stadium and I couldn’t give a good
goddamn about football. Or Southampton. Or Arsenal.
Paul
looked down at the photos on his desk and then remembered who he was talking
to. He played with his moustache again while gazing at a point over my
shoulder. I wondered what oils and greases and crumbs got into that copse of
hair whenever he ate.
“Cut
me in?” he tried indignation in the same way I’d tried two suits on that
morning before deciding on the eggplant. Like the suits it did fit, but in
Paul’s case it didn’t fit all that well. “You think that’s what this is about?”
Disappointment
fit no better.
Try another tone, I thought, and if you get it right next time then you’ll equal my dressing record
from the morning.
“I
don’t know what this is about.” I admitted. “Perhaps you can enlighten me.”
Paul
nodded. His eyes met mine again. We were friends. We’d always been friends. I
knew him and he thought he knew me. He even managed a kind of smile. It wasn’t
the kind that was ever going to feel as good to wear as mine did, but it was a
reasonable enough attempt. The lump in his throat betrayed him a little.
Okay,
a lot.
“When
people start getting hurt, the smart thing is to reconsider the strategy,” he
said, “I think you may have reached a point where that warning becomes
appropriate.”
Fuck you. I thought. Fucking fuck you.
“You
think people are getting hurt?” My voice is like the crash of steel on steel.
“Start naming names.”
Paul
looked at his hands. Nice fucking manicure, but he hadn’t fulfilled the part of
the deal that said you had to keep them clean for optimum effect. If Paul was a
toothpaste, then he was a generic brand: cheap and cheery, but lacking the
polish and finish of the market leaders. You might buy him if you’re watching
your budget and tightening purse strings, but if you want extra whitening and
fresher breath then you better reach for the shelf above.
“We
both know what fire is,” Paul said, “And we know when it’s being played with.
The difference here is when you play with it, other people get burnt.”
We
both know what clichés are, too. And we know when it’s yourself that’s getting
played with.
“Am
I burning you, Paul?” I asked.
He
looked sheepish.
“I
hear things, is all.” He said.
“That’s
what we evolved ears for. But we have a brain to process the information to
check we’re hearing right. You checked?”
He
pulled a face like a turtle swallowing scalpel blades. Or like Larry Olivier’s
Szell at the end of Marathon Man when he’s eating the diamonds as Dustin
Hoffman’s Babe Levy stands by waving a gun in his face and saying Essen.
“I
hired someone.” He confessed.
It
was a very bold strategy, and redundant because he was only telling me what I
already knew. If the guy he hired was a pro, then people just weren’t taking
pride in their craft anymore. I clocked his guy the first day he started
following me and made my life a pantomime whenever I saw him watching me.
Still, I had to admit that the act showed a new spine had taken up residence in
Paul’s body.
“What
do you mean you hired someone?” I played.
“A
detective.” Paul was looking uncomfortable now. “I hired a private detective.”
I
span the wheel of possible responses and came up ‘indignant’. Fuck him. Make
the indignation righteous. Make it betrayal. Play it to the hilt. Just
for giggles.
“Are
you fucking nuts?” My tone was wounded, hurt, a puppy hit by a car. “A
detective? What, suddenly you’re getting all Maltese fucking Falcon on me?”
“I
was worried …”
“You
were out of fucking order.”
Paul
looked at the photos. Someone else’s memories. Habitual, now. Useless NOW.
“I
didn’t know what else to do.” He said and a whiny quality entered his words. “You
weren’t taking my calls. I was hearing all kinds of strange things about you, seeing
things that I figured were probably down to you and I wanted to see how far
along this hellbound path you’d strayed. So? What? I’m supposed to feel bad for
caring about you? Well. I can’t.”
I
met his eye and held it. I could see his forehead beading with sweat. The room
wasn’t even hot. It’s why Paul was terrible at poker.
“You
ever wondered why no one could ever tell Clark Kent was really Superman?” I
asked him and watched confusion smudge his features. “I mean it’s just a pair
of glasses and a slight change of hairstyle that separates them.”
“What
the hell are you …?”
“Super
hypnotism,” I said, “Amplified through his glasses. You see, the glass for his
spectacles came from the window of the craft that brought him to earth. The
glasses boost his innate super hypnotism.”
“I’m
not sure I can see where this is going …”
“The
point is: not even Superman knew that was the reason the disguise worked. He
found it out at the same time as the reader. I think it was in the seventies
they decided to spring that upon us. Upon him. Up till then he just thought his
disguise worked. The point is that he was wrong. Like Swamp Thing was wrong
about his own origin story when Alan Moore took over the writing duties...”
“I
don’t read comics.”
“That’s
why you didn’t see this coming.” I said, took the gun from my pocket and
painted his unread library with his brains, and bits of skull.
And
blood.
Lots
of blood.
[cops]
“We
talked for a while, and then I left,” I say. I have always had faith that the
best way to lie is to tell a part of the truth. As much of it as possible. And
then make the lies omissions, rather than inventions. It’s easier to keep
track.
The tall one wants to know what
we talked about. Of course he does. It’s important. I’m a suspect. Of course I
am. I killed my friend. Blew his fucking brains out the back of his
not-as-smart-as-he-thought-it-was head. It’s what the tall one wants to wring
out of me. A confession.
Fuck that.
“We talked about Superman,
believe it or not.” I tell him.
He arches an eyebrow. His
partner stares at me like I’ve grown another head.
“You went across town to talk about Superman
with a man who then ended up in a body bag?” the fatter one says.
I let the revelation surprise
me. I do it remarkably well. I’ve been practising all morning. If I’m honest,
I’ve been practising for weeks. I’ve practised in front of mirrors like a
conjurer practises card tricks. I might have been practising all my life. Maybe
this is where it was always leading. How do I know? Oh, and why should I care?
This is the moment, live in it. Everything else is irrelevant.
“Paul’s dead?” I ask. “That’s
what this is about? Paul’s dead and you think … you think … that I killed him?”
I’m selling a product. A product called “fuck
you and leave me alone”. I have a campaign planned. It’s a good campaign. I’m a
good salesman.
These cops don’t stand a
chance.
I Do Not See the
Woman in the Forest
A woman cannot
scream if her vocal cords have been cut. I know this through Internet searches.
It’s amazing the wealth of information out there on the world wide weird. I
even got diagrams. I could draw some
diagrams now. I love drawing diagrams.
Oh, and I know it through experiment, too.
By way of example:
This
one wasn’t pretty in the conventional sense of the word; but voiceless and tied
like a hog in my cabin in the woods she improved. Seems the old adage was right
about the epidermal extent of pulchritude. Go beneath the surface, take out her
vocal cords, and see any woman improve in beauty. I recommend it.
I realise that that probably sounds
misogynistic. Grossly so. I went too far. I was getting a bit carried away in
the telling, and I guess I started to show off a bit. That’s the problem with
secrets. Or with finally releasing them from the lock box of the human brain. I
apologise. Truth is I’m an equal opportunities dispatcher. This one merely fulfilled
a tick box exercise. Needed a mid-twenties, middle class, middle weight, middle
of the road, Caucasian female. Found one. The rest was necessary. Nothing sexual
or gender-based about it. Just functional.
Her
eyes added a wide, misty edge to her fear. She’d gotten into a car with a
stranger, even though her mummy must have told her about the wisdom of such an
endeavour, and now she was finding out — once more, I’m sure — that mummy
really did know best.
Fear
is good for us.
We
may not know it, but it is.
It’s
why we love fairy tales. And ghost stories. And horror movies. And roller
coasters. And marriages. And skiing. And having children.
Fear.
It
helps us choose the things we buy. It helps us conform with those around us. It
stops us opening our mouths and saying stupid things. It stops us turning up
for work naked. It holds couples together when they could easily be apart. It
organises us. It’s the glue that holds us together. It is the difference
between us and them: The mad ones on the streets who chatter and babble to
themselves, unafraid of how they appear.
The
girl did not know how lucky she was to be so blessed with fear. Don’t get me
wrong, I wasn’t gloating then and I’m not gloating now. Fear was a necessary by-product
of the process I was engaged in. It was essential. It was the product. It
wasn’t that I got my rocks off by scaring her. I’m not one of the mad ones. I
have a purpose and a code and a moral duty.
Didn’t
mean I couldn’t have a little fun along the way, though.
Her
name was Jennifer Pardew. Her driving licence told me that. The way she’d said
her name was ‘Jeni’; you could almost hear the one ‘N’ and the terminating ‘I’
as she introduced herself. She thought of herself as a Jeni, rather than a
Jennifer. She had hopes and dreams and a pressing need to be somewhere so
urgently that she was willing to step into a car with a man she didn’t
recognise to make it happen.
I
was only too happy to oblige.
Now,
look, don’t misunderstand me. I don’t want you to think that I get off on this
shit. Like killing Paul Paliomedes. Or Jennifer/Jeni. Or any of them. And there
have been A LOT. But it’s not a perversion, or psychosis, it’s work, plain and
simple. Yes, I enjoy my work, but it’s not a choice I’m making, not really. My
line of work is absolutely brutal – and I’m talking about advertising here, not
the murdering – and you have to do everything you can to succeed.
I
just go the extra miles.
The
extra many many miles.
So
Jeni and I, it wasn’t personal. I just needed someone her age and gender.
For
the scream.
The
silent scream.
I
tied her down so she couldn’t move, I sound insulated her body just in case. I
set up my recording equipment and mounted the microphone on a rig I designed
for just this purpose: I prefer to use the Neumann TLM 103 -- clarity and
dynamics in a beautiful form -- and needed to get it as close to her lips as I
could get.
I
don’t want to think about, much less talk about, the horrible things I
had to do to her to get the sounds I wanted. That stuff will haunt my dreams
forever. Probably. Or am I just selling you guilt and remorse here? I have a
conscience. Or want one. Or don’t.
When
Jeni was dead, buried, and forgotten, I went home and edited her silent scream
into my magnum opus, my meisterwerk, the greatest leap forward in
advertising history.
Sometimes
sacrifices have to be made for the greater good.
And if that good makes me fuck-tons of
money then all the better.
[cops]
The squat one wants to know why Paul hired a private detective to follow me and I act utterly nonplussed by the question. I even reuse the ‘Maltese Falcon’ reference I used on Paul, minus the swearing.
Nonplussed and minus, haha. I should be a
writer.
The squat one looks up at his companion and
gives a slow, solemn nod.
“We spoke to the detective …” The tall one says
and leaves the first clause hanging there, unresolved, presumably to create
some tension.
“And he told you that at the time Paul …
died … I was with him?” I ventured.
The second clause, the hammer blow that the
tall one was readying, dissolved into an inaudible mutter.
Squat-cop looked like he’d bitten down on
tin foil and found a filling.
“It appears that Mr Paliomedes died sometime after you
left.” He said, hating the words as they left his mouth. Hating each one of
them. Their delivery made a vein throb on his temple. Fat vein: Fat temple.
I wanted to tell them the truth, just so I
could see the stupid looks on their stupid faces, but I’m not insane, so I
didn’t.
James Vicary was Full of Shit,
But was Accidentally Nearly Right. Ish.
Remember that
episode of Columbo, where the advertising exec – probably Robert Culp, it often
was – gets a guy to leave a screening by inserting ‘subliminal cuts’ into the
film the guy is watching? Culp manipulates the victim into feeling thirsty by
flashing up single frames of cold drinks into desert footage.
It’s sorta-maybe-perhaps if you squint possible,
and based on the work of a man named James Vicary who subliminally manipulated
moviegoers into eating more popcorn and drinking more Coca Cola by cutting flash
frames into the movies that were being screened.
At least, that’s what he said.
Problem was: He was lying.
People do that. I mean take me as evidence
of that.
True or not, the principle has been taken
seriously ever since, and modest effects have been achieved, but really,
it’s a hell of a lot of effort for minimal gains, and it’s hardly going to make
me the go-to guy for AAA clients.
But.
In the Columbo episode the subliminal
‘cuts’ were reinforced by other sensory information: The heating in the
screening room was turned way up, and the victim had been prepared for thirst
by liberal servings of salty caviar.
I’d loved the episode when I was a kid –
hell, it’s probably why I’m in advertising today – but watching a rerun of that
episode as an adult on a rainy Sunday afternoon, well that was my Eureka!
moment.
I saw where I’d gone wrong with my own
experiments into subliminal suggestion. I was concentrating on the image. On
putting messages in through the eye.
I felt it then, a sudden wave of
revelation. An epiphanic moment. Hairs standing up on the back of my neck. Okay,
maybe visual stimuli were not the skeleton key to the lock of the human brain
with regards to its manipulation, but how about the other senses?
It took me over a decade to refine that
thought to where I am now.
[cops]
“So how can I help you?” I ask, politely, but with an edge. There is a
soupcon of boredom in the mix, along with notes of impatience and, yes,
hostility. But it is all wrapped up in syrupy tones and I figure they can’t
tell if the bad notes are really there. Form and content: I’m being subliminal
on their arses.
The squat one makes a noise in his throat
that sounds like a growl. Or maybe he’s clearing his throat.
“The private detective followed you away
from Paul Palomedes’ office.” He says. “And while he was following you, he
received a telephone call from Paul Palomedes’ mobile. It’s on his caller log.
It lasted a minute and thirty-eight seconds. He talked over his progress with
Mr Palomedes. He’s sworn to that in a statement. He followed you home and
watched you for hours. Hours during which his client was murdered.”
“I guess I should thank Paul for providing
me with an alibi I didn’t know I had.” I say.
“It’s a good alibi.” The cop notes. “I mean
it’s a really, really good alibi.”
“I’d go as far to say watertight.” His
partner chips in.
“As I said: Lucky me.”
The squat one shakes his head. I hate him.
Everything about him. He’s Poundland. T.K. Maxx. QD. B&M. Sure you could
plan an ad campaign for them, but what would be the point? The people who want them,
go. Those who don’t, don’t. Me, you wouldn’t get me through the door. There are
retail parks where all the shops I mentioned are clustered together like paste
jewels in a tin crown. Axis of Poverty. Of despair. Of dead dreams. Of
diminished expectations. Like SquatCop. An avatar of the diminished. A sweaty
emoji-made-doughy-flesh. Even the way he shakes his head is offensive,
cut-price, imitation, a look-a-like brand on the shelf of a discount shop.
“I’ll tell you my problem.” Poundland
dough-boy says. “I’ve interviewed a lot of people in my time. Get ‘em in the
room and get them to run over the details again and again, looking for the
lapses, the discontinuities …”
Did he just say “discontinuities”? That’s
what? Six syllables? Four more than I thought he’d be capable of.
“… even people who are telling the truth
make mistakes. They get confused. They change a detail here, another there.
When you remember something, you’re actually constructing the memory anew, and
every time you do there are transcription errors. You change emphases. You
focus on a detail that you didn’t the first time around. And that’s a problem.”
“Well, it certainly makes witness testimony
a little shaky.” I say, baffled by the SquatCop’s sudden attack of eloquence.
“Not that problem. The Private
Detective’s statement problem.”
“I’m not sure I’m following you.”
“I’ll slow it down for you.” He says and I
hate him more. Before he said it I’d have sworn that was impossible. “You see
our witness’ statement is fixed. Immutable. Identical in every detail, every
time he tells it. No matter what angle you get him to approach it from, it’s
the same. He doesn’t budge. Ever. Have you ever seen Columbo?”
A bead of sweat rolls down my forehead.
“The … er … the detective?” I say, and my
voice quivers.
“The … er … the detective.” He says. “Lieutenant
Frank Columbo …”
“You never find out his first name.” I
protest, weakly.
“You do if you freezeframe on his police ID.
But yeah, Columbo. There was an episode where George Hamilton hypnotised a
woman into killing herself…”
“She thought she was jumping into a
swimming pool…”
“The very episode. Well, I’m thinking that
if our private detective is telling the truth about what happened, then maybe hypnosis
is an explanation for the rigidity of his story. Someone told him what to say
and he can’t budge from it. Do you think that’s possible?”
I shake my head.
“It’s the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard.” I
tell him. “Who the fuck uses Columbo as a model for the way the world really
works?”
SquatCop laughs.
“You’ve got a point there.” He says, still
laughing, and then stops and looks serious. “The only way someone would use
Columbo as a model of reality would be, well, if they watched it, I guess.”
Marcilio Ficini
Shows The Way
There’s a Kate Bush
song and video about a machine that a scientist feeds sounds into and makes …
well, a monster that kills lots of people and then turns into Kate Bush. I
think I could sell that machine.
I’ve got a similar machine.
Well, a computer.
It doesn’t look like some strange science
fiction device – you know, all chrome and wires and tubes and futuristic production
design - it’s just a PC.
It certainly doesn’t look like it’s going
to change the world.
But then computers aren’t defined by what
they look like, not really, no matter how much people like me tell you they are.
They’re not even defined by their hardware. It’s the software that makes them special.
And my software is very special.
And I have fed it so many sounds.
A
lot of those silent screams I’ve already talked about, and from a variety of demographic
sources, but other sounds too. They all have something in common though, those
sounds.
You remember what I said about fear?
About how fear keeps us in line?
Well,
it’s a lot more interesting than that.
Marcilio Ficini was on to something when
he said: when I sing a song to the sun it is not because I expect the sun to
change its course but because I expect to put myself in a different cast of
mind in relation to the sun.
I guess he never suspected just how much
his words would influence someone in the future.
It was that idea of a “cast of mind” that
sent me down this path, that and an episode of a US detective series. Something
Timothy Leary said about LSD trips helped, too. He talked about the “set” and
the “setting” of psychedelic experiences, and how LSD was just a chemical
trigger, and the resultant hallucinations were a product of the mindset
and the environment of the acid tripper.
If you can control the mindset of a
person before they perceive the sun, view a subliminal cut, or trip their nuts
off, then you can control the experience.
That’s pretty good gravy for a man who
wants to control your behaviour. Who has spent his life trying to find ways to
condition you into accepting what I say as the ABSOLUTE TRUTH; who looks for
ways to nudge your hand towards the product I’m being paid to sell you; who
wants to circumvent your rationality and sell you lies that are better than any
truth could ever be.
I want a path to you.
Unconscious, unsuspecting you.
And I found a way.
It’s called the amygdala. It’s part of
your limbic system. It’s two little eye-shaped knots of nuclei hidden away in
your temporal lobes. And it’s where fear lives.
You see, it turns out that the path to you
is fear.
Fear
is a precursor to the kind of conditioning I need from you, a neurochemical
state that puts your brain into a kind of stand-by mode. It says: This is a
threat, await further instructions. It’s a primer. It primes you for the next step.
I
call it “The Jingle”.
I
have a program for it.
A
concentrated set of tones buried deep in a musical confection that puts your
brain into high alert, without you realising it. No alarm bells, just a jingle
- see what I did there? – that puts you into a state where you await the next
instruction. And that’s when I introduce the suggestion. A “sell”, be it a
sales pitch, an inspirational image, or a straight up instruction. I can even
issue an order. Like the one I gave a certain private detective when I called
his phone from a clone of Paul Paliomedes’ phone.
I
know what fear sounds like, and I know what it can do.
None
of you stand a chance.
[cops]
“So what do you
want from me?” I ask. “I mean you’ve already acknowledged that I have an
alibi…”
The tall one shakes his head.
“We’ve acknowledged that you were given
an alibi,” He says, “Not that it is an alibi.”
I laugh.
“That’s some weird semantic gymnastics
you’re performing now.” I say. “How about you try again, but with some kind of point
included?”
It’s the squat one that answers.
“I guess the point is: People can be wrong.”
He says. “But you know that. Your doctorate was in Behavioural Science.”
“People are wrong all the time.” I say.
“So?”
“So? You were the last person to see Paul
Paliomedes alive. He hired a Private Detective because he thought you were up
to something. That detective is your only alibi. And it’s like he learned the
details of that alibi off by heart, and can’t deviate from its simple
narrative.”
Yeah, so I was in a hurry. Taking a gun to
see Paul had been a just-in-case kind of thing that I’d never expected to
actually fire. When I did … well, that meant I had to stitch some things
together on the fly and, yeah, I should have thought about the detective’s
testimony, given it some flexibility, some wriggle room. But no, I called him,
gave him a jingle, and then told him what to say.
Nothing they have is anything like a case,
though.
So I look baffled and act it too.
“Then … shouldn’t you be talking to him?” I
ask. “See if he was coerced, or threatened, or …”
“Conditioned?” The squat one interrupts.
I laugh. A lot.
“Columbo isn’t real.” I tell him. “I mean I
don’t want to shatter your world, but it wasn’t a documentary series. At best a
hypnotist or behavioural scientist can make suggestions, but not commands. You
can’t just make people do things that you want them to.”
“I thought that was the goal of
advertising.”
“Then you thought wrong. Advertising is a
story you tell a consumer. If it’s a story they like, they might – MIGHT – buy
your product, but that’s contingent on so many other factors …”
“Your ads are doing rather well, though,
aren’t they?” The squat one presses.
“It’s an ad agency.” I correct him. “We
have whole teams working on our promotions and campaigns. I oversee those
campaigns, but they’re certainly not my campaigns.”
“But you get the awards for them …”
“So does a film director, but have you seen
the list of credits at the end of a film? And do you truly believe that the CEO
of a pharmaceutical company is the guy in the lab who makes the drugs?”
SquatCop shrugged.
“I’ll tell you what I think.” He said. “I
think you killed Paul Paliomedes. I think that he’d found out about what you
were up to, and you had no choice but to silence him. And then I think you used
some kind of advertising voodoo to give yourself an alibi. And I think that, given time, I will prove
it. Oh, and I have a lot of time.”
I sighed.
Ah, well.
Reached under my desk.
Pressed the button underneath and jammed my
fingers in my ears.
The Art of
Changing Your Mind
“Thank you for your
help.” The squat one said. “That’s cleared everything up for us. I’m sorry we
took up your time.”
I
gave him a nod and he and his partner left.
I sat there for a while, thinking about
close calls and near misses and then I hit the intercom button and arranged a
meeting with the rest of my team.
I had big plans, and there was no time like
the present to put them into operation.
While I waited I whistled a little tune.
Quite catchy, actually.
Might make a nice jingle …
